i was recently contacted by a fellow member that has a profile here on blog.co.uk. i won't mention Her name, as a matter of privacy. She wrote me with a quandry over my choice of word "imprisoned" and also wondered if my Owner new that i was in contact with others using my computer. You know do i have Her permission sort of thing. here is my subeequent reply back to Her. my confinement is very real and something that both my Owner take very serious. thought that others might enjoy the read.
02-feb-09
dear XXXXXXX:
i bow down before Your Superiority and humbly thank You for Your Mistress mail.
in response to Your question, yes, my Owner is well aware of my profile on blog.co.uk. this blog is my only contact to the outside world. it serves Her delight well, that i have access to the outside world in this effective,limited and controlled manner, especially being exposed to Women; since my exposure accommodates two very important things.
first as a "wake up call to Women"......it is my Owner's belief that all Women, despite being created equal, are in fact not sharing the same benefits equally the same, when it comes to enjoying what life can offer Women, by owning a male pig creature of Their own. millions of Women scratch out an existence for Themselves; while raising a family, for the most part dependant on male pig creatures. the family core is perhaps the greatest of all importance, but not at the cost of Women becoming second class citizens. they have become Thier male pig creature's domestic slaves, docile fuck toys and in general floor mats. the belief is, that by showing other Women of how Superior Women view pathetic male pig creatures, by reversing the customary, widely accepted submission of Women to such vile creatures, that perhaps those Women might seek the desire for Themselves to join the ever increasing ranks of the Superior Women's army around the world. it is no secret that male pig creatures use Women as their own sexual slaves, domestic slaves, leeching off Them by any means possible, using Their meager earnings to enhance their own pleasures. just look at the patrons of any sports bar, and You will see married male pig creatures "without" their Wives, chatting and drinking it up with other male pig creatures. somebody has to care for the kids and clean the house while the pigs are out enjoying themselves and guess what......that is the Women. it is nothing more than outright slavery of Women.
secondly as a "wake up call to male pig creatures"......my exposure puts all pathetic male pig creatures on notice of just how their very own life might become one day, should their Wives, Girlfriends, and all Women in general ever awaken to Their full senses and potential by taking back what is rightfully Their's to take. there is no reason why male pig creatures should not be required to exist as second class citizens, to experience the full oppression that they have for thousands of years thrust upon Womenkind. Superior Women know that the process of change is a slow one, but it will never come to fruition, if it has no starting point at all. through my exposure for other male pig creatures to view the "new order" of Superior Women and learn of what their fate could become, it gives support through pause, that they might reflect upon how they are treating Women and as to how they might like it or not, should the roles be reversed.
"prisoner"......yes !!! i no longer have any friends (physical, drive by the house kind, let's do things together), no freedom & liberty to leave my Owner's home without Her, with but one exception and that would be for me to take the garbage out and straight back in, full release of my previously owned car, furniture and all tangible assets, forfeiture of my previously owned bank account and credit cards. every dollar of my earnings are now deposited to my Owner's bank account for Her to spend ($96,000 per year). i was driven by my Owner to a goodwill recycle store to "give away" all of my male clothes away. i only wear Women's apparel now and i am on pill supplements to grow breasts. i now wear a bra 24/7. when my Owner takes me out in public, i am exposed in public dressed 100% in Women's attire. to emphasize the point even more, my Owner has decided that the color "pink" should dominate my wardrobe. my finger and toenails are always painted and my jewelry accessories are Women's as well. there is no mistake that my Owner, dressed in black leather, fully corseted every time w/We are out in public together, standing tall in 5-6 inch heels, that She is a Superior Woman that own's this pathetic male pig creature. there certainly is no mistake of Her full Ownership of me and my being Her prisoner (slave) when She takes me to the local bdsm club. She has taught me to love my exposure there, as She secures me to the bondage equipment, then there to whip me and to use me in public display as Her sex toy, as She rapes me using Her strapon.
while living within the House of Victoria, i am used as Her domestic maid and maintain the house completing all the domestic duties of laundry, vacuuming, dusting, windows, dishes etc. i wear Her stainless steel chastity cage on Her now owned pigtail since may/07 (24/7). i sleep each and every night locked away in Her steel cage in the cold, dark basement furnace room. i consume a steady diet of liquid pig slop (see my blog writings) through a plastic feeding pipe in my sleeping cage.
all of this will culminate one day (see blog writings) to my being entombed in the ground......"alive"......up to my neck in mud. i will be kept alive with air tubes and feeding tubes running into the ground, as i live the balance of my years, as my Owner's kept "prisoner" in the ground. She is a sexual sadist and i am a sexual masochist. w/We have lived some 40+ years (me) and 30+ years (Her) searching for the perfect partner. that union was made on april/07. She ordered me to put closure to my existence as a free person, living some 300 miles away from Her home city, and to liquidate my possessions, carrying to Her the selected items She claimed as Her own, and to relocate myself into the House of Victoria and to live as Her kept property....."slave".
in a more playful spirit, yet non the less important to my emprisionment, my Owner plans to purchase a acreage soon, just outside the city. it is Her full intent to completely transform me into Her yard pig. i will wear a latex pig mask that enclosed my entire head. it will be lock on at my neck. i will be stripped of all clothes and have my body fettered in a manner that will prohibit me being able to stand erect. i must walk about in my muddy pig pen on my hands and knees. there will be "NO" spoken words from me, replaced with grunts,oinks and squeals. all of my food will be fed to me in a pig trough at the far end of my corral, making me wade out in the mud right up to my neck, for me to feed from the pig trough. i will live in the pig pen 24/7 all summer long. come the cooler months, i will be taken inside the House of Victoria and kept locked up in a specially renovated sub basement, living as Her inside pig. it is Her intention to completely remove any thought and reference of me ever being a human being. it will be replaced with a very real existence as an animal.....a real "pig", one that does not speak a single word, one that crawls around in mud, one that eats from a pig feed trough and one that can never again walk upright on this planet.
so yes, Mistress XXXXXXXXX, my Owner is fully aware of my "one" contact to the public and fully supports it. She enjoys with great pleasure Her control over me. it brings Her countless orgasms from restricting and possessing my existence, fully converted away from being a free ranging male pig creature, to now living as Her kept, pathetic male pig creature......"prisoner".
it was a bit wordy, my response to You Mistress XXXXXXXXX, but something of such importance could not be responded to with a one liner reply.
